My feelings are weighing heavy today. They are so loud in my head. They are bad today. They make me want to hurt myself. I try not to do that anymore though.
My therapist said he was here for my feelings, he said I am split inside. But I just want my feelings to go away. Life would be easier without them, though I know that is not possible.
I know that I don’t want to be like this anymore, that I don’t want to feel like this anymore. I just need to know what is wrong with me, to know what I should have done to change what happened, and then I can fix it so I’m not wrong anymore.